I'm Selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle, But if you can't handle me at my worst then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best-- Well as my title says I'm a beautiful disaster. I've made a lot of mistakes and I'm paying for them. This is pretty much my journal, my thoughts and feelings out for the world to see. Talking to friends, you get judged, airing it out over ther internet people either stop and read or just ignore. So do as you please =)
So today I thought I got an eyebrow raise and was being flirted with by a certain someone, so I said back at ya, and he was like what? And that was embarrassing so I just said nothing and got red and kinda ran away from the situation. But I’ve gotten better with awkwardness, I just keep telling myself I won’t remember the situation in a few months so fuck it.
Finally bought my two day pass for beyond wonderland! I’m excited and nervous, considering this will be my first rave. We’re going all out with the costumes so I’ll post the pics as we go!!
I’d totally watch a show that’s based off gay guys. Like Serena’s brother off Gossip Girl. Some struggling to be out and proud while others are still trying to keep a social life and reputations.